Psych Ward Poesies: P2

I miss your kisses
Your soft lips on my neck
Your teeth on my ear lobe
I can still feel you
When I close my eyes
I still see you
I’m scared, I’ll never get over you
I wish so bad that I could
I wish so bad that my mind was free
Why can’t you just come back
Why can’t you love me too
I fear, my heart can’t take much more
The longing is unbearable
The sadness it burns
I’m desperate
I’m in chains
Please

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My heart is screaming for you
Constant exertion
I can’t make it stop
I’m weak
But I can’t make it stop
Please, I beg
Please stop
You’re not coming back
Still my heart keeps screaming for you
It won’t give up
It wont give in
Not until I’m dead

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Hope is lost
I lost it when you walked out the door
Life has no meaning
I have no purpose
Just another piece of shit
Taking up space