Will I Ever Find You?

Are these feelings worth living with?
Will these feelings ever go away?

I am lonely, empty.
Confused, constantly battling.
I need you– But who are you that I need?

I fantasize about the ideal.
Desperate to feel what love is.
I desire you– But who are you that I desire?

I want to chase my dreams; explore the world.
But I can’t.
I’m lost without you– But who are you that I’m lost without?

I can’t stop yearning.
I’m self destructive, never satisfied.
My heart aches– But who are you that my heart aches for?

Will I ever find you?