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Psych Ward Poesies: P2

I miss your kisses
Your soft lips on my neck
Your teeth on my ear lobe
I can still feel you
When I close my eyes
I still see you
I’m scared, I’ll never get over you
I wish so bad that I could
I wish so bad that my mind was free
Why can’t you just come back
Why can’t you love me too
I fear, my heart can’t take much more
The longing is unbearable
The sadness it burns
I’m desperate
I’m in chains
Please

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My heart is screaming for you
Constant exertion
I can’t make it stop
I’m weak
But I can’t make it stop
Please, I beg
Please stop
You’re not coming back
Still my heart keeps screaming for you
It won’t give up
It wont give in
Not until I’m dead

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Hope is lost
I lost it when you walked out the door
Life has no meaning
I have no purpose
Just another piece of shit
Taking up space


Psych Ward Poesies: P1

My heart aches every time I see your face
But still I stare
You’re smiling
Fuck, that smile
I can’t catch my air
I want to be the one to brighten your day
I want to feel your light
And bask in your warm embrace
Someone else enjoys your sweet taste now
How many times can my heart break
Over and over and over again
A piece of me dies, every time
How long must I perish
How long till the rest of me crumbles
My existence is torture.
I welcome my decease.

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I’m on fire
Burning alive
Suffocating
It’s all my fault
You never wanted me
But I told myself you did
The fantasy absorbed me
Now look
I’m on fire
Burning to death
Meanwhile, you’re fine

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Why did you leave me
What did I do
Just kidding
I know the answers
I don’t deserve your love
I don’t deserve anyone’s love
BPD