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December 27, 2020

I Need You

By Rhonda

You say you love me.
But, are you in love with me?
When I am with you, I feel nothing but a magnetic pull.
A deep connection, and I know you feel it too.
Always, there is an intense urge to press my lips against yours.
To wrap my arms around your waist, and never let go.

But, I don’t.
I am afraid.
I’m afraid of what you might say. What you might do.
Our chemistry could be just a figment of my imagination.
Perhaps my desperation created an illusive flame.
A flame that has now spread through my entire body like a wild fire.
The smoke smothering my ability to think.

Perhaps you are not whom I’ve made you out to be.
Perhaps you are not the one.
But, whatever the case may be, the yearning is real.
And, I need you.

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December 27, 2020

Will I Ever Find You?

By Rhonda

Are these feelings worth living with?
Will these feelings ever go away?

I am lonely, empty.
Confused, constantly battling.
I need you– But who are you that I need?

I fantasize about the ideal.
Desperate to feel what love is.
I desire you– But who are you that I desire?

I want to chase my dreams; explore the world.
But I can’t.
I’m lost without you– But who are you that I’m lost without?

I can’t stop yearning.
I’m self destructive, never satisfied.
My heart aches– But who are you that my heart aches for?

Will I ever find you?

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October 27, 2020

Psych Ward Poesies: P2

By Rhonda

I miss your kisses
Your soft lips on my neck
Your teeth on my ear lobe
I can still feel you
When I close my eyes
I still see you
I’m scared, I’ll never get over you
I wish so bad that I could
I wish so bad that my mind was free
Why can’t you just come back
Why can’t you love me too
I fear, my heart can’t take much more
The longing is unbearable
The sadness it burns
I’m desperate
I’m in chains
Please

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My heart is screaming for you
Constant exertion
I can’t make it stop
I’m weak
But I can’t make it stop
Please, I beg
Please stop
You’re not coming back
Still my heart keeps screaming for you
It won’t give up
It wont give in
Not until I’m dead

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Hope is lost
I lost it when you walked out the door
Life has no meaning
I have no purpose
Just another piece of shit
Taking up space

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April 27, 2020

Nothing Makes Sense

By Rhonda

I am in love with you. You say you are in love with me too. You say you are. You say. You are.

Are you? Are you in love with me too? I want to believe that you are, but we just met. What the fuck? We just met.

How can we already be in love? That makes no sense. No fucking sense. Nothing makes sense though, so who cares if it doesn’t make sense. Right?

The moment I saw your face, I was drawn to you. I was in love. Before you even said hello, I knew I needed you. I was in love.

Either one of us could fall out of love at any moment. We don’t know each other. This could all be just a figment of our imaginations – my imagination. Not real love.

I don’t believe it though. I know we just met, but I don’t believe it. My feelings are real. Your feelings are real. This is real love. This has to be real love.

I’ve never felt anything like this. I think about you all the time. Constantly. Never again will I think about anything else. Even if I wanted to, my mind is stuck on you.

The moment I saw your face, my life was changed forever. I was in love. Before you even said hello, I knew my life depended on you. I was in love.

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October 27, 2019

Unconditional Love

By Rhonda

She cries when he puts on his shoes, nuzzling her face into his chest.
He embraces her before he leaves.

She greets him at the door, throwing her body against his.
He holds her before taking off his coat.

She asks for a bite of his food, her eyes honing in on his plate.
He lets her have as much as she wants.

She sobs when he is in the bathroom, her head resting against the door.
He invites her to cuddle when he gets out.

She lies naked on the floor, her goodies out for the world to see.
He admires her beauty.

She leans over his thigh, her nose just a dick’s length away from his dick.
He rests his hand on her back.

She stands in the doorway, her eyes focusing on his face.
He smiles when he notices her.

She sprawls out in bed, her stomach pressing against his.
He silently stares into her eyes.

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